I've had to go many months at a time w/o any physical contact and often any kind of contact w/my fiance, and I hungered for some type of contact sexually. Solo sex can be damned lonely. Often I'd come home from a hard night's work, stressed to the max, wanting someone to f**k the heck out of me. But because my fiance was not available, even to cyber, and because I do have an emotional investment there, I was not looking for contact that was in any way one on one. I preferred essentially total anonymity. I'd go into a chatroom at Yahoo, usually one entitled something like Watch women having orgasms, and I'd turn on my cam. I kept myself blocked from being able to receive PMs. Thus, whoever wanted to watch could. Often the comments made by those in the room was enough feedback for me that I felt I wasn't having solo sex, but it also was not personal, if you know what I mean. As I said, I was not looking for any type of emotional investment.

I did it often enough that one guy even included my name in the title of his chatroom, and I had a regular fan club so to speak. It was fun for quite a while. Then I just got bored with it. A few people who were especially nice in the rooms I DID end up talking to later on. One I became very close to, and we have talked or PM'd each other daily since. Once in a blue moon I will cam for him, but mostly it's just a good friendship in which he is very supportive of the situation I am in (LDR, etc.).

So, in answer to your question, yes, I have, but I rarely do it anymore.

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