Wow, yeah...the finality might be it.

I thought about the numbness part as well...being that the numbness at the time protects us a bit from our deepest sadness. Now that the numb has worn off, yeah...that makes sense too.

I guess it has just taken me by surprise a bit. The whole week I've thought about the upcoming service.

*WAHhhhhhh* I already cried! I don't wanna do it again! LOL (but I'm sure I will.)

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