Two years ago I would've sworn up and down that I wouldn't attempt to indulge in consuming my own fresh-baked cream pie, let alone someone elses. I'm not quite at the point where I'd eat someone elses, but without any prospects looming in the near future, I don't really have to think much about it. Who knows what the future will bring? I can't quite rule it out until I'm faced with it...so to speak. ha ha

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Though I am different from you,
We were born involved in one another.

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Complete surrender should not just come at moments in which one faces overwhelming odds, but in the calm when it seems one is personally in complete control of one's life.