((((((((Cheyanne))))))))))

It's true...I've been extremely busy at work. However, when I am home, Mr. Lixy and I share in every aspect of the upkeep around here. Least we try to. There are some things I am more suited for and vice versa (ya think that man would up pick up a toilet brush? LMFAO!). I agree with you that it's something in me that I haven't expressed...but I just don't think it's about the quality and quantity of time I spend with him. It surely could be...but my gut feelings from this dream are like no other I have ever had. I'm concentrating on the fact that the communication through his eyes was something I didn't need to guess at. I knew EXACTLY what he was saying. I don't know what I'm saying about that fact...I really can't explain this dream very well and when I reread it in my above post it just doesn't have the emotion I want to convey. I think I'm more aware now of the feelings a widow has just after her husband dies. I never expected to know these feelings at this point in my life. If I ever console someone after a loss of a spouse now...I'll have a deeper perspective of their feelings. I don't like having this insight!

But Cheyanne? TY hun...you do make some really good points and I have some food for thought! You're a doll!

*hugs*

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