Its been veritably YEARS I think since I've made a post.

You can all admonish me for that as you feel necessary =P

But Basically I just thought that I've been wanting to post something up on here.

So I'll say this.

During the time I spent on here back in 05 and 06.
I met the most amazing woman I've ever had the pleasure to encounter in my life. And because of our meeting here. We fell in love with each other. And have been together since.

The road has been hard. There are definitely ups and downs. I'll say that to anyone here who's just now getting into a relationship. Its probably the hardest thing you'll ever try to wrap your head around.
But I think there's a saying that goes like?

Perseverance Through Great Struggle, Begets Happiness Unbound.

I can testify to the truth of this. There were times I thought how is this going to work? Will it work? Are we right for each other? But.. Because we didn't freak out. (too much) and we were able to endure our differences and come to reasonable conclusions and compromises about them. We became so much stronger. And the foundation that we had started.. Became stronger and stronger.

Now 6 1/2 Years (give or take a month or so) Down the road. I feel like I cannot go without this person in my life. I think how bleak and lifeless I would feel without their presence.

How I need her in my daily. How.. How I need her opinions where before I thought It was only myself I needed..

And I thought to myself. This is what love is. This wrenching in my chest when I think of not having her in my life anymore. And it makes me work towards not being that bad guy. Or Better yet, Work towards compromise and understanding.

So yea. Pixies. That's where I'm at. And I couldn't be happier.

Andrea, You make my heart race every time you say I love you.
Thank you.


And to everyone else. I Hope your able to find what I've found.
If you feel it in your heart. Go for it. Do not hesitate. Just go for it.
And live it to its fullest.

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Fantasy is only as as fake as your body wants it to be.