I keep letting him come back for another chance...and just end up getting my heart broken.

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Though dreams can be deceiving, like faces are to hearts; they serve for sweet relieving when fantasy and reality lie too far apart.-Fiona Apple

(((((((LarryL))))))) I think that living to a certain age seems to bring with it regrets from choices made years before ..... some big and some seemingly irrelevant to anyone but ourself. Sounds like a pretty big regret you have to deal with .... but there must also be many things that you have done in the last 30 years that have brought you to be the outstanding, caring, giving, empathetic man that you are and may not have become without the situation. The past will always have regrets and missed opportunities attached to it, but there is aways today and tomorrow and all the tomorrows to come where you can start the process of moving to a different place in your life, either to approach the existing situation differently or come to a decision to change the path that you have been on ... either way, it seems obvious to me that you will not do so on a whim, but rather with well reasoned thoughtfulness and do the best you can to keep the damage minimal in your life and the lives of those who are close. Feel free to PM me if you need to unload.

I wait until the warning light goes on before I get gas for the car.


Ok, so it's not earth shattering, but if I start down the road of important things I have done that are stupid...well, it's a long road and I didn't get enough rest last night to start walking down it.

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Though I am different from you,
We were born involved in one another.

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Complete surrender should not just come at moments in which one faces overwhelming odds, but in the calm when it seems one is personally in complete control of one's life.

The stupid things I do is let someone I care about say something like that and not yell at them for thinking that way!!!!!

Every day you open your eyes is a gift...sometimes it is hard to realize this and at times we are hurt and confused...but YOU are around for a reason! It's either to bring someone joy (which you have to me) or to be someones love. You have family that loves you!

I hope you soon can be happy again. If I never ask for anything else....that would be it!

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I've been known to drive in neutral for a while until I can get to a gas station. My excuse is that there aren't any gas stations close by since more than 80% of the 'hood is carless.

Hurt myself, I have been super accident prone recently. Very unlike me normally, but I look like I have been beaten with all the cuts and bruises on me right now!

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Never say never, but if you do it's okay to change your mind~me, I think

put beer in the freezer and forget about it

Talk when I should be listening....

Jinx the day when I post "It's a quiet day" and then boom, it gets noisy.

I've done that too many times to count!

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Never say never, but if you do it's okay to change your mind~me, I think

I've kept vodka in the freezer, then forgotten about it only to rediscover it when I attempt to put another bottle in!

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Though I am different from you,
We were born involved in one another.

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Complete surrender should not just come at moments in which one faces overwhelming odds, but in the calm when it seems one is personally in complete control of one's life.

oooooo I have rum in there right now...TY for reminding me.

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Putting liquor in the freezer and forgetting about it. Is there a pattern here? LMAO

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Vodka and the like isn't so bad. I know quite a few people who keep vodka or rum in the freezer full time. Beer freezes and sometimes it's just a slushy foam for a long time.

That's what microwaves are for, right?

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Though I am different from you,
We were born involved in one another.

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Complete surrender should not just come at moments in which one faces overwhelming odds, but in the calm when it seems one is personally in complete control of one's life.